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Losing (I'm already lost)
Sana on 05/06/2010 at 7:12pm (UTC)
 I think insanity is actually the only way to not go crazy. Because if you say you're perfectly sane, you're either stupid or lying. And that maybe, if I just pretend not to care, things will sort themelves out. I shouldn't take life so seriously, it's not like it's permanent. Why stress out over it when in the end I'll die anyway?

Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Whatever that has to do with anything. Maybe I'm going to grow feathers or something. That would be weird. But cool.

There's probably some meaning to my ramblings, but I forgot what it was ages ago.

I don't walk into trees, they walk into me, because I'm just that awesome.
 

Same difference
Sana on 04/29/2010 at 6:13pm (UTC)
 (This was originally by my friend, I merely found it interesting enough to blog. Credit goes to her.)

"We keep trying so hard either to be original, or to be the same, all because we can't accept the simple fact that we are all really both, and that will never change."

Love, Sana-Mea.

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The 'other'- My thoughts on fey, demons, angels, deities, etc.
Sana on 03/21/2010 at 4:54pm (UTC)
 Well, through a combination of writing a novel about a half-demon (Shadow of the Moon, I'll be devoting part of this site to it eventually.) and reading the feary courts/wicked lovely series by Melissa Marr has led me to wonder what such creatures would actually be like.

I think all that they have in common is that they are fundementally not human, even less so than aliens.

They exist on a whole different level to us.

Some things they do seem amoral or just plain cruel (The Dark court from Ink Exchange come to mind; Niall's past, Irial's present, Leslie's future (had the ink exchange worked)...) but essencially they're either doing what's 'right' for their world, or the entire concept of 'right and wrong' is below them.

~Sana-Mea X
 

Well...
Sana on 03/13/2010 at 8:18pm (UTC)
 It's strange, how we all change, both in personality and in our 'identity'. We spend years trying to 'find' ourselves, only to tire of those 'selves' a week or so later. Humans truly are such fickle creatures.#
 

Ink Exchange
Sana on 03/08/2010 at 7:34pm (UTC)
 This is a book I have almost finished reading, and my current obbsession.

I suck at plot descriptions, and I don't want to give too much away, so go read it for yourselves you lazy people!

However, I will say this: I prefer Niall and Irial to Leslie. Leslie's a cool character, but it's the dark king and his ex-lover (It is canon. Even the author says so.) that really interested me.

It really did suck to be Niall, though. Him and Irial have a history; a long, dark, twisted and suprisingly touching one. Niall didn't deserve any of the stuff the dark court did to him, and he esspecially didn't deserve to be raped. Which is why, unfortunatley, they will probably never get together again.

I kind of go back and forth between 'unforgiveable' and 'horrible but understandle' in regards to the way they treated him. Irial had to do what was best for the dark court, regardless of his own feelings for Niall.

There is a lot of unresolved tension, lingering feelings and things left unsaid between the two of them, though.

And that's where fanfiction comes in!

~Sana
 

Words of Wisdom
Sana on 03/06/2010 at 2:40pm (UTC)
 If you're wondering why I haven't said much on this blog, it's probably a combination of forgettfulness, laziness, and generally not feeling like it.

Recently, I got very depressed and started to cut myself. Boo.

I suppose it was inevitable, though. Stare into the abyss for long enough and the abyss will start to stare back into you.

Anyways, I'm better now. I will never get like that again; I couldn't even see the people I was hurting.

Also, I want to go Kenya.

~Sana
 

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