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Yet-another-pointless-carpe-diem-esque-blog-entry
Sana on 08/14/2009 at 6:27pm (UTC)
 I have had an epiphany. Or rather, I just realized the blatantly obvious, or I knew this all along but didn't know that I knew it or....something. =P

Anyways.

Point is.

For someone who says she doesn't care what people think of her, I'm weirdly obsessed with what they think of me. I have to be "different" except oops! That makes me like the other self-proclaimed non-conformists.

And when all weird people are viewed as the same, weird, it rather defeats the object of -being- weird, somehow.

And, thus, from now on I do not care.

(and now comes the obligatory Carpe Diem reference)

'cause you have to seize the day, other wise you run out of days, and thats just dumb.

~Sana
 

Why can't people be more like snowflakes?
Sana on 08/13/2009 at 9:42pm (UTC)
 The thing which makes snowflakes beautiful is that no two are ever the same, right? and yet we humans are so desperate to fit in, that we sacrifice part of ourselves in the process?

I know, I know, I more-or-less fit people into groups like every other person, but only because they seem so desperate to be judged.

Such is todays society.

Perhaps I'm a hypocrite.

I almost envy those that can be themselves, the "weirdos", "loners" and "Freaks"; for at least they are themselves.

As the famous song goes; "lifes not worth a damn until you can say, hey, I am what I am."

~Sana
 

*sigh*
Sana on 08/08/2009 at 11:00pm (UTC)
 Ever had that "WTF?" feeling about life?

Yeah, me too.

I went to Truro with Jou and Popin today.

There were these four girls in burger king; a lesbian couple and their friends. I told one of them that she was awesome. ('cause, well, she was. Like, proper scene kid-ness. With green skinnys.)And then her friends started being realy mean to me. Maybe her girlfriend thought I was coming on to her, but I wasn't. I was being...nice.

And they threw chips at me. ;_; And, I stormed out, just to scream at a few emmets and try not to cry, then I went over to them And said "Gomenasai! Sana-chan's sorry for whatever it is that sana-chan did!" And they laughed at me.

What. The. Hell.

But I still had fun in town. I got a badge that says I'm with stupid. Tehe.

But then I got home and my guardians started just like ranting at me. For "Not telling them when I'd be back" and "leaving everything to the last minute" and things like that.

I bloody forgot! Is that -so- hard to beleive?!

But then, how eactly do I explain that to them. I-I'm not perfect. I'm not their dream child. I'm sarcastic, clumsy, don't always get perfect grades and have no idea what I want out of life. But that doesn't mean I'll let them decide who I am for me!

I-I'm Sana....nothing more, nothing less.

Why can no-one understand that?

And even though there are loads of people online, I don't want to talk to any of them.

I've never felt so alone.

Why do we even bother with this? with life?

It's not like it's permanent or anything...

~Sana
 

Dead Poets Society 'n stuff
Sana on 08/05/2009 at 2:17am (UTC)
 Yes, I know, I know...I need to get over this DPS obsession. But still. It's an amazing film. Touching, Inspirational, and just plain awesome. And face it, we all secretly wish we had a teacher like Mr Keating, friends like the DPS, and a nickname like Nuwanda.

~Carpe Diem....Seize the Day.~
 

Major site milestone!!
Sana on 07/28/2009 at 11:14pm (UTC)
 Yesterday, the 28th of July, 2009, we had twenty seperate visitors in a day.

My advertising like hell is paying off.

Peace, Love, and Candy,

~~Sana~X~~ ~~X~Shadow~~
 

Michael Jackson, and Sana's resolve.
Sana on 07/21/2009 at 8:26pm (UTC)
 Teh Sana has decided something.

Instead of contemplating Michael Jackson's death, I'm going to celebrate his life.

Forget the rumours, the tragedy, and all that shit, and remember him for the music.

Thats what he would want to be remembered for.

He was my idol, and someday I'll be worthy of being mentioned in the same sentance as him! *triumphant pose*

~Sana
 

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