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Sana on 06/19/2009 at 11:15pm (UTC)
 Here I am, typing this at ten past midnight, because I'm not tired enough to sleep. I recently found out that one of my friends feels like she needs to protect me, which in my book equals pity. I'm not suprised, though, you just have to look over my past blog entries to know that I act like I'm on a self destruct mission. But that was then, this is now. My girlfriend, Ami, taught me how to be a better person. That I can't afford to waste my life, that I have a responsability on this sucky earth, that there are people out there who need me. Everyone says that I'm a good person for standing by her through all this, that I've helped her so much, but it's the other way around, realy. I didn't rescue her, she rescued me. Saved me from what I was going to become. On a side note, site has been updated loads.
 

Summer
Sana on 06/03/2009 at 1:50pm (UTC)
 Summer has arrived. The nights grow warmer, brining an eletric exitment to the air, it is time of magic, exitment, miracles, and secret crushes; confessions of love under the cherry blossoms under a clear black sky, illuminated by a bright full moon. Or at least, it should be, and as I have a girlfriend, there is no reason for it not to be, except that I seem to be spending more time complaining about the heat. What? You can't be uber-poetic Yami no Matsuei person all the time, esspecially not when your brain is melting. =P

Peace, Love and Candy,

This has been Sana Shadow, over and out.
 

On the innocence of childhood and such things.
Sana on 06/01/2009 at 6:32pm (UTC)
 I recently watched the boy in striped pyjamas.

I don't know why, but it realy got to me. It was very strange, 'cause normally I REALY don't cry at films, to the extent that my sister says I have no heart, but for some reason this realy upset me, so of course I started wondering why this movie is so moving; is it because they died? Because their friendship was so strong, in spite of everything? Or maybe because they were children, and didn't understand what was going on. Normally with the holocaust I take the 'one death is a tragedy, ten thousand deaths is a statistic' stance, but kids are so innocent, careless, free. That is the miracle of childhood, and innocence is a beautiful thing that we lose all too quickly. I sometimes wish I could go back to my childhood, and eny it instead of wishing I were older, because now that I am older I realize that I missed the chance to enjoy being a kid.

Or possibly I want to be a butterfly, free to do as I please, free from society's expectations, free to just be me..?

Whichever, this has been Sana Shadow, over and out.

~X
 

Depression and Steampunk-loli
Sana on 05/14/2009 at 6:26pm (UTC)
 I added a page on steampunk lolita. I'm also depressed. I don't even know why. I just...am. Why am I so mean to the people who actually care about me? I'm sorry Isi...
 

Updates and mehs.
Sana on 05/11/2009 at 7:30pm (UTC)
 Sana here,I have updated loads (be grateful, damnit!) And I even translated japanese sites to do so. Amazing, ne? I need caffeine.
 

I feel old
Sana on 05/07/2009 at 9:52am (UTC)
 I saw Ashira and Iblis for the first time in ages yesterday. I hate to say it, but they've grown up. God that makes me feel so old!
 

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